I am rather pissed right now. Mainly at myself.
I went to work today at a reasonable time, worked on processing some data which didn’t yield useful results – not that I did anything wrong, the results I was looking for just weren’t there.
After work, I meant to go skating, but didn’t and just hung around the lab looking at bikes and for the most part doing absolutely nothing. This is the part that pisses me off – I kind of want to get a new bike so I keep looking at them and assessing the options and costs but getting nowhere. I could just pick one, buy it and do work thus paying for more than any difference between the cheaper and more expensive ones.
It’s ridiculous. I am constantly distracted. What is distracting me is irrelevant, it just pisses me off. Apparently I just have to learn to not be a tard and focus on what I need to do. Work, job search, etc.
Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be a better person. I have more data processing to do, which could give more useful results – or at least there’s enough different methods of processing it that something useful might come of it.
